Daydreaming....

I was sitting at my desk in santa Fe this morning, easing my way in to the day by putting my legs up on the desk and slowly sipping my coffee. The early morning sun was intense, as it usually is at this altitude. The sun was starting to peek over the roof, spilling in my office through dirt streaked windows. The light peirced the window and came right through my office, illuminating all the microscopic dirt and dust in the air. It was magical watching the swirling dust motes having their moment in the sun. The sun continued to rise until it passed that point where it no longer streamed through my window and the show was over. It was like all that dust left for the time being, awaiting the sun's return..... but we all know that the dust motes are still there, floating aimlessly with the currents awaiting a purpose, awaiting their moment in the sun.

Sometimes my life is like that. Sometimes I, too feel like I'm drifting with the currents, unnoticed, unwanted and unappreciated.... just waiting, waiting and wondering when I will once again will be illuminated, noticed, valued, wanted. I wonder where my light is and I wonder if I will ever have another moment in the sun.